Sunday, August 18, 2019

Overload

smoked 2 sticks today.

I won’t lie. It felt good.

The only high of the many lows of today.

Saturday, August 03, 2019

Saboteur

A perfectly normal Saturday.

The sit at home,lazy weekend kind

Lounging by the chair, meals shared, family for company with actual conversations
No disputes,no snipes, no tantrums
Nothing short of a perfect day.

The kind of good day,I’ve always WISHED for since forever.

Yet.
Spent
 an hour planning my funeral.
 stealing a couple of moments to take a couple of breathers
 And an entire day waiting for everything to crumble.


Just why are you like this, ranjaniy?