If my head & heart could explode simultaneously,
It would have done it today.
Tuesday, June 25, 2019
Friday, June 21, 2019
4 days
It’s been 4 days & my finger’s still numb.
I am lying when I say I’m okay.
I am freaking out.
I am lying when I say I’m okay.
I am freaking out.
Tuesday, June 18, 2019
Rotten melon
Mum’s worried that after 1 year of moving in, the prayer melon is rotten.
She thinks it’s a bad omen.
A really bad omen,
Since when the melon in grandma’s house became rotten,
Grandma died.
Told mum not to overthink it,
Not to associate mortality with a vegetable.
But if death must happen in this house,
Let it be mine.
Please.
I’m not doing really well with living anyways.
She thinks it’s a bad omen.
A really bad omen,
Since when the melon in grandma’s house became rotten,
Grandma died.
Told mum not to overthink it,
Not to associate mortality with a vegetable.
But if death must happen in this house,
Let it be mine.
Please.
I’m not doing really well with living anyways.
Sunday, June 09, 2019
Not a habit
Barely lit it up.
And my phone pings at 1.05am.
That feeling of being caught in the act outweighed the need for a puff.
Snapped it in half & put it back into the box.
A reminder that
it’s a choice not a need.
Stop being stupid Ranjaniy.
And my phone pings at 1.05am.
That feeling of being caught in the act outweighed the need for a puff.
Snapped it in half & put it back into the box.
A reminder that
it’s a choice not a need.
Stop being stupid Ranjaniy.
Thursday, June 06, 2019
Saturday, June 01, 2019
Malfunctioning Saturdays
Last saturday,
An utter mess.
ended up in a 2 hour drive
This Saturday,
7.27am woke up due to a gnawing feeling in my chest
8.57am gnawing feeling is still there
Why the fuck, am I making my life so difficult.
An utter mess.
ended up in a 2 hour drive
This Saturday,
7.27am woke up due to a gnawing feeling in my chest
8.57am gnawing feeling is still there
Why the fuck, am I making my life so difficult.
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