365days

Yesterday wasn’t as gruesome as I thought it would be.

Composure maintained 70% of the time.

This is progress.

Fuck.

LYX saw the cigarettes.

Hopefully he keeps this revelation to himself.

Different

“ You were a very happy person. During Australia trip,you were happy.”

Well CY,  a lot has changed since then.

Zoned out

Apparently, I’ve had moments where I’ve mentally checked out.

I’m sorry.

It’s just that it’s getting a little harder to maintain appearances.

Since my head just hasn’t been right for some time.

And only made worse with the body malfunctioning with it’s aches & etc.

Should sort out the body first, 

I bet you my head’s in trouble all because of the ovaries malfunctioning again.

Compromise

“You seem to have a lot to complain about isn’t it?
Why can’t you just ignore & take it in your stride?”