Jealous

Can’t believe that I’m this pathetic,jealous of a dead man.

Mind overload

 I’ve just got too much free time to think of nonsense.

Boulders

Can the rain stop pouring?
I need to run to deflate my never ending misery.

Windows up

Colleague E buzzed me regarding 2 people found dead in the car.
They apparently wanted to catch some sleep in the car,so they left the engine running with the windows up.

It was supposed to serve as a warning for me, since I’m notorious for catching some zzz in the car.
But I almost always had my engine off with the windows down.

But now,
This news,
Just makes me want to keep the windows up all.
Shut & sealed.


And they’ll have to chalk it up to accident instead of with intent right?

Sleepless

2.32 a.m. and still awake.

I haven’t got my shit together yet,have I?

Monday blues?

October blues?

September blues?

August blues?

I’m tired.