Not a habit

Barely lit it up.
And my phone pings at 1.05am.
That feeling of being caught in the act outweighed the need for a puff.

Snapped it in half & put it back into the box.
A reminder that
 it’s a choice not a need.


Stop being stupid Ranjaniy.

Bad decisions

Have been knowingly making some these days.

Malfunctioning Saturdays

Last saturday,
An utter mess.
ended up in a 2 hour drive


This Saturday,
7.27am woke up due to a gnawing feeling in my chest
8.57am gnawing feeling is still there

Why the fuck, am I making my life so difficult.